Sunday, April 12, 2026

Stacking mythologies

People my age never actually experienced the 1960's, but have a sort of culturally mythologized version of the shifting landscape of that time. Most Americans around my age were taught a mythological version of 1950's Americana. It was represented as this post-WWII golden age. And the crap that came after it ruined paradise: Walmart, McDonald's, hippies, etc.

So then a lot of these folks came to reject that lionization of the 1950's, to view it as poisonous. They countered with a different mythology, that the 1950's were a time when everyone was racist, when no one was stopping the destruction of the environment, when everything was too expensive, a time of social repression, etc. But they already internalized some of the old myth, and that never really went away. And that includes the reflex against the encroachment of 1960's institutions.

Many of these same people have another myth about Walmart and McDonald's, one born of a 1990's backlash against consumerism. In this myth, Walmart and McDonald's are akin to archetypes of corporate exploitation and race-to-the-bottom capitalism.

The emotional weight of these stacking mythologies worries me. Too many people have taken something with a coherent economic history and mythologized it into a locust swarm. Walmart and McDonald's really did spread very rapidly in the 1960's, for reasons that we actually can know a whole lot about. Instead of trying to learn the real reasons for this, which might be important, they already have their explanation: it's because these are corrupting forces, and they spread across a virgin landscape.

Myths don't always leave much room for nuance, and when you start stacking them on top of each other, there's even less.

Saturday, December 27, 2025

Crap from Facebook for December 27th, 2025

This is just my 2¢ as a nonbinary person but I genuinely think that cis people's gender is just as constructed as trans people's. Cis people love to accuse us of having making up genders or artificially modifying our appearance but...the entire makeup, fashion, diet, workout, and haircare industry exists so that cis people can maintain the illusion of two entirely distinct genders with no overlap.

Everybody is constantly doing drag, all the time.

Even though the internet has been inexplicably force-feeding me drivel about gender for the past 14 years, I manage to resist posting the vast majority of this crap on my blog. You're welcome. But this one is pithy and hits the same spot that I've been trying to ignore for too long now, so let's take it down. It'll be easy.

Hey, 2¢ person, the difference between your concept of gender and mine can best be illustrated by the following hypothetical. If we were to go back to any time and any place on the globe and talk to people from any background prior to 2011, language barrier aside, they'd nod along and express that yes, they too know all of this stuff. It's common knowledge. In contrast, if we did the same with you, they'd think you were totally insane.

We might be able to carve out some sort of exception involving ivory tower academics, but probably not. Oh, I can go and read some other pretty bizarre remarks from those guys circa 1990 or whatever, but even those enterprising individuals would be baffled at the notion that haircare or diet are tools used to prop up the illusion of a gender binary.

The one aspect of this that disturbs me is that all of those people in the past would be wrong about something here, because, most likely, you actually aren't totally insane. Oh, you've got issues. But you've been able to become acclimated to a society in which posting this unhinged crap online is relatively normal. The Overton Window has shifted so far that your position, one which would have been a clear sign of some pathology for most of human history, is now just annoying.

Monday, November 17, 2025

Crap from Facebook for November 17th, 2025

I just heard a discussion about the biggest military recruiting tool, and I froze.
While I was on active duty, I said this to anyone who would listen. And almost nobody did.
Here it is--
We give soldiers and sailors something America won't give its citizens: steady income, healthcare, and food security.
That is called "Socialism."
We go into impoverished neighborhoods and sell this socialism to the poor.
Many see that as their best option.
Then we send these young people to the far reaches of the planet to push the letter of capitalism in an envelope of democracy.
The Soldiers of Socialism.

Stupid statements about socialism are so commonplace that the old phrase "a dime a dozen" constitutes overkill, even with inflation. This isn't the first time I've encountered "the military is socialism." More typically, I see "public works is socialism." The thing about these silly big-tent arguments that makes me sad is that they actually aren't part of the normal socialist playbook. You wouldn't catch a dyed-in-the-wool revolutionary spouting this crap. Converted bourgeois nepo-babies, academic misanthropes, or actual impoverished proles don't think to try to achieve socialism by redefining it to include everything. No, this talking point always comes from cringeworthy normie liberal progressive types who drifted politically from "democracy" to "democratic socialism" and who have never had to contend with these issues seriously.

To these people, the horrors of actual socialist regimes don't even count because that wasn't real socialism anyway. In their minds, socialism isn't bad stuff like gulags and secret police. It's good stuff like public libraries, and the only problem is that there isn't enough of it. Good stuff scales infinitely, so we just need to promote more of it and everything will be good, not bad. It would be silly to include the bad stuff, so we just wouldn't do it.

This isn't some exaggeration on my part for comedic effect. They are 100% that naive. I know because I've met them. I've spoken with them, sometimes at length. Actual socialists see them as useful idiots, while quietly holding them in contempt.
 

Friday, September 19, 2025

Crap from Facebook for September 19th, 2025

This one is a screenshot of text in a white field that is itself set against a photo of the Sonoran Desert, with several saguaro cacti and what appears to be a palo verde tree off to the side. Not sure why it's the background image for this, but here we are. I'll quote the lines from the screenshot in green and post my own commentary beneath each on... 

If I say, "ketchup is the worst," that's just an opinion.

A wrong opinion! But yes. 

If I say, "people who like ketchup are idiots," that's bullying.

No, that's still just an opinion. It may also be an indicator that you're French.

If I say, "because I don't like ketchup, no one should be allowed to have it," that's oppression.

No, that's also an opinion. Also you're an idiot. Also, I didn't just bully you there. 

If I say, "people who eat ketchup are dangerous and must be controlled," that's racism, bigotry, or fascism.

Definitely not. And I should probably do a separate post about idiots calling everything "fascism" without knowing what the word means, since I see that all the damn time. But racism? With which race do you associate ketchup?

If I say, "anyone who defends ketchup should be silenced or locked up," that's the destruction of free speech and democracy.

Wrong again, idiot. Expressing your idiotic opinions about your desired outcome for ketchup proponents is practicing free speech. It is not destroying it. And you haven't stripped a single person of a single vote, no matter how strident your anti-ketchup stance might be.

This one was so silly that I almost didn't bother to post it. But something about the idea that hatred of a sauce is "racist" tickled me enough to linger on it. Oh well. 

Thursday, September 18, 2025

Lone Wolf Adventures

In 1994, my parents arranged to transfer my sister and I from the nearby elementary school (less than half a mile from our house) to another one in the area (about two miles from our house). And so I started third grade in the classroom of Mrs. Hornreich. Due to administrative rearrangements with crowded classrooms and relocation of some classes to new "portable" accessory buildings, I was soon moved out of the main building into the trailer classroom of Mrs. Meskill. And it was in Mrs. Meskill's class that I was introduced to the "Choose Your Own Adventure" books. These were quite popular among my classmates at the time. I don't recall exactly which ones I read on my own, but there were several. We also did group playthroughs in class.

In 1997, the arrival of new housing developments had pushed that elementary school to capacity and my parents were informed that the school could no longer accommodate the transfer. So my parents looked farther afield, to a school that was about seven and a half miles away. My mother would end up working there serving lunch for twenty years, but that wouldn't be until later. So my final year of elementary school was spent in the classroom of Mrs. Johnston. The school library at "Grass Lake" was somewhat modest, but it did introduce me to Redwall among other things. But Mrs. Johnston also maintained a few bookshelves in her own classroom, a little classroom library. And I have to say that her taste was better than the school library overall. This was how I discovered The Chronicles of Prydain. It was also how I discovered the Lone Wolf gamebooks.

The book Mrs. Johnston had was Castle Death, the seventh book in the series. Once I opened it up and figured out what it was, my immediate comparison was to the "Choose Your Own Adventure" series. But this book was different. You tracked information with pen and paper. You had equipment. And your choices from one book could carry over to another. I loved the idea.

I played through Castle Death a few times. The school library didn't have any books from the series and I didn't see them on the shelves at the Covington library. I placed a hold on The Caverns of Kalte. It was the first time I saw a KCLS book with a "CS" sticker as its home library location (Central Storage). I was a bit confused at having my Magnakai powers taken away, but I quickly got up to speed. I died to the Helghast and became obsessed with getting my hands on the Sommerswerd. Eventually, I found Flight from the Dark somewhere. And then I also found The Jungle of Horrors. But I figured out that I needed Fire on the Water in order to get the Sommerswerd, and I couldn't find a copy of that book anywhere.

I kept the idea of getting back to this series in mind, but left it alone just because it was too difficult to find copies of the books. Eventually, I discovered Project Aon, which allowed me to play through the entirety of the Kai, Magnakai, and Grand Master series all for free. So I did. And at long last, I obtained the wonderful Sommerswerd. I imagine that I still have the paper note sheet somewhere, buried with other old documents.

Last year I noticed that paperback "Definitive Editions" from Holmgard Press were available for both the Kai and Magnakai series on Amazon. So those immediately went on my wishlist. My brother got me the books for Christmas. Actually, I think two people independently got me the books as a Christmas gift and I returned one set. I left the other one in its plastic seal for several months. I didn't know whether to dig into them and play through these new editions myself or try to run some kind of game for someone else. I'd thought of running a campaign taking others through the books on the Casual Players Alliance or through some Discord. Wasn't sure if there'd be any interest in that. And I was focused on my Heinlein juveniles project anyway, so the Long Wolf books sat there.

About six weeks ago, I decided that it might be a fun project to run ChatGPT through the books. I had to do a lot of typing in order to transcribe the longer passages, but that was good practice for me anyway. There have been some problems with this approach, but I actually have had fun with it. ChatGPT's only death so far was in the Tarnalin sections of Fire on the Water, which I consider to be probably the deadliest part of the whole series. Now we're well into The Kingdoms of Terror.

After Robot-Brain obtained the Ornate Silver Key in The Caverns of Kalte, but then passed by the room with the locked chest containing the Silver Helmet, I thought, "Hey, I would have done a better job there. Let's start a parallel playthrough. So now I've got two separate instances of Lone Wolf, both in The Kingdom of Terrors.

I'm not trying to pitch these gamebooks (although I do recommend them). I just wanted to post about an interest of mine that has been seeing a bit of a resurgence lately.

Wednesday, September 17, 2025

Crap from Facebook for September 17th, 2025

Should I even bother with this one? Probably not, but I'm annoyed at the moment and it's certainly crap I saw on Facebook. Here we go...

The misinformation surrounding Charlie Kirk is astounding - and I’m not talking about average people sounding off on social media - I’m talking about the bullshit being spread by major news outlets and so-called liberal journalists.

I’m looking at you, Ezra Klein.

While Kirk’s shooter was obviously overly steeped in internet whackadoo memelord culture - the “normies” don’t have a clue about how internet culture works at all.
It's extremely telling that some people can't look at what this shooter did and simply note that it is totally evil and profoundly messed up. Instead, they seem to think that if they can fit this individual into some specific bucket, they'll win a prize. You won't. Every sane person who sees you do this is thinking the same thing. 

Charlie Kirk wasn’t someone who was looking for honest debate. He was a political operative spreading hate and divisiveness. When you show his fans his racist, sexist or bigoted rhetoric - they defend it by saying “That’s not (racist, sexist, bigoted) - it’s true.” And that was his goal.

The word "operative" is fun here because it sounds sinister, like he was a spy or saboteur of some kind. But you get plausible deniability because technically "operative" can also mean anyone who does something, and that applies to anyone. So yeah, that's fun.

This whole sick affair is notable enough that I figured it would bring out the weirdos. But in principle, anyone who is in the business of deciding that they get to tell me the unstated goals of others, of the people they do not like and are actively being critical of, is itself worthy of "Crap from Facebook."

The whole “Prove Me Wrong” setup that made Kirk famous wasn’t really about proving anyone wrong. It was about creating content. Kirk mastered a specific type of performance that looked like debate but functioned more like a carefully orchestrated show designed to make his opponents look foolish and his positions seem unassailable.
That's how a debate is supposed to work, you buffoon. If you're not trying to make your own position seem unassailable and your opponents appear to be wrong or "foolish" then you're not practicing debate. You're doing some other, different thing.
The basic formula was simple - set up a table on a college campus, invite students to challenge conservative talking points, then use a combination of rhetorical tricks and editing magic to create viral moments. What looked like open discourse was actually a rigged game where Kirk held all the advantages.
But like I said, some of the videos I've seen myself weren't the ones filmed or edited by his team, but were footage recorded by others. And many of the others were longform, showing entire exchanges with no cuts.
First, there’s the obvious setup problem.

Kirk was a professional political operative who spent years honing his arguments and memorizing statistics. He knew exactly which topics would come up and had practiced responses ready.
So he was prepared? You know that's good, right? That's not a bad thing. It's not cheating or underhanded.
Meanwhile, his opponents were typically 19-year-old students who wandered over between classes. It’s like watching a professional boxer fight random people at the gym - the outcome was predetermined.
Well, some of his interlocutors were professors. And from what I could tell, an aspect of his agenda was to try and reach the hearts and minds of young people going to college or considering going to college. The venue makes sense and speaking with students, including young students, makes sense there. You're trying to make it sound nefarious.
Kirk used what debate experts call a corrupted version of the Socratic method.

You made that up just now, you lying fuck.

Instead of asking genuine questions to explore ideas, he’d ask leading questions designed to trap students in contradictions or force them into uncomfortable positions. He’d start with seemingly reasonable premises, then quickly pivot to more extreme conclusions, leaving his opponents scrambling to keep up.
You're describing debate tactics and trying to make them seem somehow bad or wrong. This sort of thing has been done for millennia. Read a damn book or something.

The classic example was his approach to gender identity discussions. Kirk would begin by asking seemingly straightforward definitional questions - “What is a woman?” - then use whatever answer he received as a launching pad for increasingly aggressive follow-ups. If someone mentioned social roles, he’d demand biological definitions. If they provided biological definitions, he’d find edge cases or exceptions to exploit.
Oh, I actually saw a bunch of videos with him doing that. And the reason he did it so much was because the interlocutors, almost invariably, didn't answer the simple question. Seriously, that's it. It's obvious that's the whole reason he did it.

This is like the easiest tactic to defeat in the world, and almost every single person he talked to immediately proceeded to play tic-tac-toe by leading with an edge play. Incidentally, this is one of the only parts of Kirk's agenda that I particularly found useful: exposing to the world the propensity for members of university communities in America to utterly flounder at a tactic that shouldn't even work in the first place.

If Charlie Kirk had asked me "What is a woman?" I would have offered him a dictionary definition and asked if there were any other common nouns that every English-speaker knows that we needed to review. What is a triangle? What is a cloud? What is a book?

It's not some super-elite debate trick. It's a trap with no bait in it, which is not armed. And he kept setting it on the floor and watching as they immediately armed the trap and then stepped into it.

The goal wasn’t understanding or genuine dialogue - it was creating moments where students appeared confused or contradictory.
Ah, the Oracle of Goals has spoken.
Kirk also employed rapid-fire questioning techniques that made it nearly impossible for opponents to fully develop their thoughts. He’d interrupt, reframe, and redirect before anyone could establish a coherent argument. This created the illusion that his opponents couldn’t defend their positions when really they just couldn’t get a word in edgewise.
Those are also good debate tactics. Incidentally, I don't doubt that he employed such tactics. But also, the person writing this drivel is relying on conveying the idea that not only are these things bad, but also that they were Charlie Kirk's bread and butter. And from what I can recall, a more common tactic of his was to just let people dig themselves into rhetorical graves. He didn't need to interrupt or redirect. He gave them a platform to make fools of themselves, and that was all it took.
The editing process was equally important. Kirk’s team would film hours of interactions, then cut together the moments that made him look brilliant and his opponents look unprepared. Nuanced discussions got reduced to gotcha moments. Students who made good points found those parts mysteriously absent from the final videos.
I wasn't a "fan" or anything, but sometimes videos of his made it into content I watched or listened to elsewhere. Some of these videos were 10 minutes, 20 minutes, or even longer of uncut footage. I'm sure that a lot of meticulous editing was used for YouTube shorts and such, but longform examples were (and are) readily available.
What’s particularly insidious about this approach is how it masquerades as good-faith debate while undermining the very principles that make real discourse valuable. Kirk wasn’t interested in having his mind changed or learning from others - he was performing certainty for an audience that craved validation of their existing beliefs.

I mean, you're writing a hit-piece on a guy who was just assassinated. You don't really have a leg to stand on when it comes to good-faith debate.

The “Prove Me Wrong” framing itself was misleading. It suggested Kirk was open to being persuaded when the entire setup was designed to prevent that possibility. Real intellectual humility requires admitting uncertainty, acknowledging complexity, and engaging with the strongest versions of opposing arguments. Kirk’s format did the opposite.

Charlie Kirk did not invent the phrase "prove me wrong." And it's essentially always been a challenge, not an earnest expression that one believes one is about to be successfully proven wrong.

This style of debate-as-performance has become incredibly popular because it feeds into our current political moment’s hunger for easy victories and clear villains. People want to see their side “destroying” the opposition with “facts and logic.” Kirk provided that satisfaction without the messy reality of actual intellectual engagement.
And what do you provide, vulture?
The broader damage extends beyond individual interactions. When debate becomes about humiliating opponents rather than exploring ideas, it corrupts the entire enterprise of democratic discourse. Students who got embarrassed in these exchanges weren’t just losing arguments - they were being taught that engaging with different viewpoints was dangerous and futile.

Dangerous. Interesting word choice there.

Kirk’s approach also contributed to the broader polarization problem by making political identity feel like a zero-sum game where any concession to the other side represented total defeat. His debates reinforced the idea that political opponents weren’t just wrong but ridiculous - a perspective that makes compromise and collaboration nearly impossible.

I'm open to the idea that the "Turning Point" approach might have some serious flaws or exacerbate problems that I'd rather see tackled in some other way.

But nah, this argument doesn't work. If Kirk's thesis is that universities are brainwashing students, and he engages with students (and faculty, for that matter) and seeks to publicize this and expose the purported brainwashing, one cannot attack his thesis on the grounds that he is "contributing to polarization."

The most troubling aspect might be how this style of engagement spreads. Kirk inspired countless imitators who use similar tactics in their own contexts. The model of setting up situations where you can’t lose, then claiming victory when your rigged game produces the expected results, has become a template for political engagement across the spectrum.

I'm sure his team appreciate you giving him credit for inventing something that he didn't invent at all. Dork. 

Real debate requires vulnerability - the possibility that you might be wrong and need to change your mind. Kirk’s format eliminated that possibility by design. His certainty was performative rather than earned, and his victories were manufactured rather than genuine.
Spoken like a true loser.
The tragedy of this approach is that college campuses actually need more genuine dialogue about difficult political questions. Students are forming their worldviews and wrestling with complex issues. They deserve engagement that helps them think more clearly, not performances designed to make them look stupid.
Oh man, I hate this crap so much. When I began attending a university, I had zero interest in the notion of "forming my worldview and wrestling with complex issues."

So to every pretentious twat who believes that adults are studying at universities so that they can form their worldviews, I invite you to go fuck yourselves.

Kirk’s assassination represents a horrific escalation of political violence that has no place in democratic society. But it’s worth remembering that his debate tactics, while not violent, were themselves a form of intellectual violence that treated political opponents as objects to be humiliated rather than fellow citizens to be engaged.
There's no such thing as intellectual violence, you stupid, idiotic, moron.
I’ve turned down every podcast and interview request that’s come my way in the past few months. Two reasons. First, I have zero interest in making myself the story. Second, and more importantly, I’m not some oracle with instant answers on demand.
I actually have no idea at all who this person is, nor what the context for that statement is. I mean, I'm satisfied that this person is contemptible and that any podcast involving this person is worthless. But that's about it.
Podcasts and debates aren’t designed for real intellectual work. They’re built for entertainment. Serious thinking doesn’t happen in a soundbite. It requires time to wrestle with ideas, to sit with them, to test them against reality. My first reaction isn’t always my best one - and I’m honest enough to admit that. What feels true in the moment often crumbles under reflection. That’s why I’d rather write than perform.
Name one serious idea. Give me a single example of your "real intellectual work."
Because while I also make my living from creating content - I refuse to mistake performance for truth.

You make a living from this crap? What? How? 

Saturday, September 6, 2025

Heinlein Juveniles Postscript

This project has dominated my reading for 2025. I officially announced it back in November of 2024, as it was to be a project to take place between my thirty-ninth and fortieth birthdays. However, at that time I'd recently started reading Assassin's Quest by Robin Hobb, and I underestimated just how long that would take me to finish (it was a bit of a slog). So I didn't get to kick things off properly until February.

From February through July, Heinlein was pretty much the only author I was reading. Starting in August, I finally opened a Christmas present from last year and got back into Joe Dever's Lone Wolf series. But I knew that wouldn't stop me from completing the Heinlein project ahead of schedule.

Here are my final rankings for all fourteen books. It divided them up into five tiers, because really I feel kind of ambivalent about some of the individual rankings, but the tiers are solid and I stand by them. I'll link to my blog post for each book. And before I do that, I'll link to the post that introduced this project, so the post you're reading now can serve as a kind of master post for the whole project, indexing everything.

Tier 1: Transcendant, All-Time Superlative Works

1. Have Space Suit—Will Travel (1958)

2. Starship Troopers (1959)

Tier 2: Great Books, Personal Favorites (and not just among YA novels)

3. The Star Beast (1954)

4. The Rolling Stones (1952)

5. Tunnel in the Sky (1955)

6. Space Cadet (1948)

7. Citizen of the Galaxy (1957) 

Tier 3: Excellent Juvenile Science Fiction

8. Podkayne of Mars* (1963)

9. Starman Jones (1953)

10. Between Planets (1951)

Tier 4: Still Good, But Flawed

11. Red Planet (1949)

12. Time for the Stars (1956)

13. Rocket Ship Galileo (1947)

Tier 5: Mediocre, Deserved Revision 

14. Farmer in the Sky (1950)

This has been a blast. I might try something like it again some day.

*Arguably not part of the Heinlein juveniles, but I include it anyway for the sake of completeness.